To get straight to the point, I'd like to apologize for what I've done and for what I've said.

I'm sorry.

I know a sorry will never bring back what you all used to have in your hearts, nor will it heal the wounds I've created. I was in the wrong without knowing that I've hurt you all, badly in the process.

And I know what I'm asking for is a lot. But here I am, and I will ask for it, even if I don't deserve it, for forgiveness. I know I've hurt too many. I was being inconsiderate. And I know that a sorry will never bring back what we used to have and to be honest, I don't know if I still have the courage to face you all again or if you all are willing to give me a second chance.
A sorry won't change the past, but I swear with all my heart that I will try. Try to change who I am, and the things that I've done.

I understand if I don't get the forgiveness I'm asking for here, it will take time and I am prepared for it. I will wait, for as long as it takes. Even if you all decide to not forgive me in the 4 years that we will be together, I will wait.

I'm going to apologize for the blog post I wrote. I'm sorry, I mean it this time, with all my heart.
And the maths thing. I know it's been harsh on all of you and no, I'm not trying to sympathize or show myself being the more smarter one here.
So umm yeah..

Signing off,
Winny Yeap #17